Progression Two

Occasional notes in the life of a Parkinson patient & her carer.

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Chapter 330 - Am I Doing Something Wrong?

I must ask the question. Have I done something wrong? Each morning, before it beeps on empty, I turn off the pump, recording time and pump reading of remaining fluid, removing the infusion point, squeezing the area to remove the stagnant fluid (along with a little blood), applying some cream then applying a hand held vibrator to the infusion area after which she has a shower. Can I make a mistake  sucking 8ml of Apomine out of four glass ampules and 12ml of saline out of two plastic ampules into a 20ml syringe, attaching same to the Apo pump, ensuring no air bubbles, priming it with the cannula attached, swabbing a new spot on her tummy, pressing the needle in, covering same with plastic adhesive sheet, applying cream to previous infusion sites, turning the pump on, recording time and the meter reading on the pump?

To an e-mail from Polly our PD Nurse about my PWP's situation I gave the following response last Wednesday:

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My PWP says she is always "looking forward' to taking Sinemet etc up to an hour before their due times, and feels better an appropriate time following. Last Saturday & Sunday were bad days for her, (Friday was the day the 10am Sifrol 0.5mg was stopped) needed afternoon naps, and difficulty moving. Her foot/leg tingling & pain seems to be less. Her spacial awareness is worse, often wanting objects moved out of the way. In attempting the LSVT routines her left leg gives her much trouble, requiring a rest, between specific actions, sometimes not completing all of them. This morning she walked, without the aid of her trolley, to the car in our garage on the way to see [New GP] and after we left the surgery she was happy to go to the club for lunch but half way across the street her left leg gave way, she had to sit in the walker, I pushed her to the far side where we decided to go home instead.

[New GP] said just to monitor her water works at this time. On Monday the physios at the hospital advised [PWP] to insert large incontinence pads in her pants at night and to allow "accidents" to happen rather than her stumbling to commode or loo so that both of us have fewer sleep disturbances (yawn). Early days with this approach.

[PWP] has had several freezing episodes. The last was about 5am this morning when she rose to push her trolley to the loo (I was sound asleep through this!). Almost to the bathroom door she froze, managed to grab rails and hand basin to reach the shower chair where she sat until about 5.45am when she could move to sit on the loo. At the beginning of this episode she was able to get a Sinemet 100/25 from the trolley as a "booster" (not a good idea in my opinion, because at 6am she took her normal dose). Anyway, I presume a freezing session is not quite the same as being OFF? And obviously she has yet to overcome her early conditioning about piddling accidents.

Please advise what I can have [PWP] do to check her OFF/ON periods, what is a good indicator that I can time or video so that we all have a quantitative measurement rather than vaguely remembered feelings.

Off to the podiatrist for her feet at 3pm.

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As a result of the above, Polly our PD Nurse wants us to see her next Thursday morning.

In the mean time I prepared a table for her to mark at half hourly intervals whether she is ON (a tick) or OFF (a cross), a KISS form without additional items about dyskinesia etc etc.


She ticked 13 only 1/2 hour intervals on the table. In some instances she obviously changed her mind about her condition, although when I queried this some were due to poor eye sight. In my view this is too little ON for the amount of Apomine she is taking. I wonder whether the Apomine is of any benefit to her at all. To this end, somewhen around 4am I decided to leave the Apo pump switched off through this morning to determine whether her ON time is reduced, but we slept too long after a poor night (I'm unsure whether I needed to help or two or three times onto the commode; I have hazy memories of her going to the loo on her own as well) and the pump timed out so I abandoned the idea, as well as the caution of daylight  suggesting I should consult Polly our PD Nurse first before such a drastic step. Also my PWP had decided to cancel her 0.5mg of Sifrol at 6am without telling me; well, actually, we had discussed doing so and I thought our decision was to delay such action. So she caught up with the 0.5mg Sifrol at 8am.

Last post I forgot to insert her current schedule:


The reference in the e-mail above was about a mid-stream urine sample I took from her for pathology. Even though I attempted to collect the sample mid-stream while she was seated on the commode chair in the shower recess, the way she is built and the physical restrictions placed on her by the commode, I was unable to obtain a sample clear of any outer skin contamination, if you understand what I mean. So the pathology results were similar to those of a test on 26th November 2013.


The reason for this last urine test was because one morning I forgot to empty the commode and later in the day she noticed that the colour of the contents had become quite dark. So the following morning I had her give a sample in the commode which I photographed several times during that day, 9th February, holding a digital clock in view to record the time. When I showed the images to the New GP he made no response other than asking whether there was any blood or faeces in the bowl. The earliest image shows there wasn't. The change of colour still happens, presumably due to oxidation, but "of what" and why is what I'd like to know.




After pouring off the fluid I found that the "sediment" in the bowl was difficult to wash out using water from the shower rose. The "sediment" is slimy or goo-ey in texture. I assume this is due to medication and probably the Apomine, since we have never seen anything like this before, although, of course, commodes are usually emptied as soon as possible, thus may have been simply overlooked. Although I doubt it.

To compound my fears, yesterday she gathered unwanted "stuff" to be thrown out of her sewing room. One item was "Parkinson's Disease and the Nurse", a 1994 WA edition of the booklet published by the Parkinson's Disease Society, London. She must have been given it by the PD nurse in WA when we lived over there and discovered that such helpful practical professionals existed. Before tossing the booklet, I leafed through it wondering how out of date it was for being 20 years old.  I was surprised to find a short summary about apomorphine (although I shouldn't have been, since apomorphine was first used in the 1950's), even to mentioning infusion pumps. Under "side effects" it listed "dose dependant uraemia" which required me to consult Dr Google, and from Wikipedia "  Uremia or uraemia (see spelling differences) is the illness accompanying kidney failure (also called renal failure), in particular the nitrogenous waste products associated with the failure of this organ.[1] "  Holy Crap Bat Man!! Inspecting the leaflet in each packet of 5 ampules of Apomine for "uraemia" is difficult because of the extremely fine print (protects the patient from undue concerns?) I found I had to scan it to make it readable, without finding the word in question. "Spontaneous penile erection" I disregarded.

A net search associating "uraemia" and "apomorphine" I found portion of a book "Parkinsons Disease and Parkonsonism in the Elderly" which states

 Perhaps I'm excited about nothing.

We are unable to find a long enough period for her to do the LSVT BIG exercises, her ON times seem to be so short and she prefers to do more useful things with fabric. Since finishing the formal sessions she has lapsed with her general mobility and especially walking, returning to scuffing her feet even when I speak loudly "One, Two, Big Steps" and the like. And she seems worse than ever standing from a chair.

No changes or experiments until we contact Polly.

Just about to post this when she called me on the CB to show me her left leg, foot slightly twisted inwards, which had an imaginary rope attached pulling her leg sideways. She is seated on her recliner. She was able to lift her left knee, swing her leg sideways without problem, although not very far. When I moved her leg I did not detect stiffness.

Her world is strange to me.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Chapter 329 - Did She Call Me?

In the twilight of wakefulness I imagined she called me. Was I dreaming? As I drifted deeper into sleep I heard my name. I rose to assist her. 3am and dark except for the glow of the bathroom light, left on these nights, one less thing for her to bother with. Back in bed she began looking for a Sinemet in a pill bottle containing three different strengths in different colours. "The blue" she said, but in the dimness that looked white, so on with the room light to be sure. Laying down she chewed the pill and swallowed water; sooner the kick in I suppose. The number of times she rises at night fluctuates; last night she thinks twice, other nights 4 or 5 times. Sometimes she needs my help, sometimes not.


At 8am she called me loudly. She was having a small accident seated on the side of the bed. Clammy & sweaty all over, nightie wet enough to wring out, we had difficulty standing, initiating forward steps toward the loo. "BIG! BIG STEPS!" I said loudly and she responded, as she usually does; that's one benefit of LSVT BIG. She sat on the bidet, head dripping wet, held in her hands. I decided she should shower first, so I took down the APO pump while she was seated. Then onto the shower chair, she showered and dried herself while I prepared the APO syringe. She returned to the bedroom and attempted to partially dress. As I approached with the pump the damn thing began to beep every 10 seconds or so; a battery indicator was showing on the screen, so I replaced the battery, then attached the infusion to her tummy. On my return from showering she was still attempting to replace the incontinence pants I had ripped earlier in my efforts to pull them up over her clammy skin. I helped her dress; we were both becoming irritable.

By 9am she was on her way out to her recliner. I switched on the air conditioner, not so much for the cooling, rather to dry her a little. She has always had perspiration problems which I attributed to autonomic issues with PD; yet one of the side effects of apomorphine is sweating. Months yet to cold weather.

Saturday a week ago I forgot to empty the commode pot and the piddle changed from a light straw colour to chocolate brown by mid afternoon. When I emptied the pot, a slimy gluey mess was left behind, difficult to wash out. On Sunday I again left the commode pot with contents which I photographed throughout the day as the colour changed from straw to dark brown. I sent the photos to Polly the PD nurse who had not seen such an effect, advised checking with a GP. Dr Flower (now left our town) had given us a referral for a urine test at pathology so on Tuesday I attempted to catch a mid-stream sample while she was seated on the commode sans pot, which I held in position by hand. In my opinion, she is not built appropriately to direct a stream anywhere, rather a dribble which flows any which where, so a "clean" capture is not really possible. This aspect of female engineering in her case is of a very poor design. As expected, the analysis returned the usual technical terms indicating a contaminated sample. I made an appointment for her to see a GP, one she has not seen before, next Wednesday.

Last Tuesday back to Hot Air City for a final assessment of her LSVT BIG sessions. We attempt to have her perform the exercises when she is ON following the "adapted" methods as shown on the official DVD we bought. Sometimes she performs well, at other times leg pains or numbness, fear of left leg collapsing, curtails the sessions.

On Tuesday one of her cousins and his wife made a surprise visit just as we were about to leave for Hot Air City. We invited them back for a meal Thursday evening. We had an enjoyable evening, going to bed at midnight. Then the following day, Friday, we had decided to cancel her 10am 0.5mg Sifrol. Unfortunately, the preceding late night caused us to wake late to the Apo pump beeping because the syringe was empty. All told, not a good start to the day. By 11am she had a headache, went to sleep on her recliner, then about 12.30pm she felt both legs collapse but was able to seat herself on a chair in her sewing room. Her blood pressure soon after was 99/62 61 but by 13.20pm was 152/95 69.

Yesterday, Saturday, was not good either. At 10.20am she came out to my dungeon (rather than call on the CB) saying she needed to lay down. I helped her to her bed. She was not feeling well, coming over cold, pains in both legs from toes to waist, strong tingles in toes and feet, tingles up legs, but no headache, a poor sense of balance and felt peculiar. her BP was 117/67 78 laying down. At 12.25pm her BP was 135/98 69. Around 3.20pm she attempted the LSVT BIG exercises, with rests between each due to painful legs and I had her go no further than the sixth exercise.

Last Monday morning she was interviewed by a hospital physio to have her back at their Falls Group. Then that afternoon she was interviewed to see whether the new Re-hab section of the hospital can help her; we came away thinking not, one seemingly insurmountable problem is "self administered medication", including the Apo pump, which fails to comply with regulations and in turn the regulations seem to hinder nurses feeding pills to patients outside prescribed times. And the Apo pump runs for 24 hours so syringe change-over time can occur at any convenient time; what's a little wasted apomorphine? Supposedly the Apo company came to town some time ago to provide "training" but I suppose that may not have filtered through the bureaucracy.

At 11.45am I wonder whether she wishes to LSVT BIG?





Sunday, February 09, 2014

Chapter 328 - Trying Hard in Changing Times

Her LSVT BIG programme at Neurospace has now finished after 16 exercise sessions during the last 4 weeks. She thinks it has been a failure yet I have seen benefit from it. So much will depend on our persisting with the programme at home; for instance, she went through all the exercises yesterday at about 11.30am as best as I have seen her perform them; the first day we have used the official LSVT BIG DVD, which arrived from Amazon on Friday, as guidance. But today she needed to sleep from 10.30am for 2 hours so BIG was not attempted until about 1pm and bradykinesia limited her movements; she became distressed so only about half the exercises were completed. We will need to choose definite ON times for this. Some exercises she needs a chair to assist seating and I mounted a thick dowel, across the 1.8 metre doorway into the back room where she does the exercise, to act as a balance bar as she used parallel bars at the Neurospace gym. Next Tuesday she returns to Neurospace for an assessment.

After the Apo had been increased to 7.5ml on 24th January, the outer side of her lower left leg became inflamed and itchy Although she only rubbed it with a damp cloth, she made the skin worse. After some days of various creams the itch and redness disappeared. I was quite concerned with bruising and redness around several of the infusion sites. I had been keeping the left over 0.5ml Apo from 4x 2ml ampules in a smaller syringe to make up 7.5ml. Each time the small syringe was emptied I rinsed in in saline, yet wondered whether this was a contamination source. So for a number of days I tipped the unused Apo down the sink. There were no more bruised infusion sites. Then on 3rd February the Apo was increased to 8ml so there was none left over. Back on 31st January I made the infusion points above her belly button to give the lower area a rest after some 4 months.

A short time ago she felt ON enough to complete today's BIG exercises which she did, stumbling once as her left leg gave way as she was about to sit and rest. About a week ago she said her right leg was beginning to behave the same way but when I queried this today she thinks the right leg no longer experiences the same symptoms.

Earlier today she wrote the major points of her typical day, although she fails to mention pain and stress. I will encourage her to record a complete day complete with warts on a laptop at the next uninterrupted day.

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My day

11pm-4am
Asleep but able to get to the toilet unaided, also able to move around in bed. Usually 2-3 toilet visits

2am approx if awake take Sinemet

4am-6am
Unable to move but awake and have trouble getting to the toilet.

6am meds
Kick in around 7.30am then able to move but with effort.

7.30-9am
Change the pump syringe about 8am after a shower
Can move readily but slower from 9-00am -10 am

10am meds
Out of action until 10.30-11am

11am-1pm
Good but then slows down to 2pm when I take meds again which kicks in around 3pm,

3pm-5pm good – can move readily

5-6pm
very slow and often need help

6pm meds

6-8pm have dinner and can move around readily until

8-8.30 when I get ready for bed,

Can't do much until 10pm during which time I often need help to go to the toilet -usually 1 or 2 times until around 11pm when I go to sleep and so a new day starts.

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We now intend to go supermarket shopping at 4.30pm.